21 January 2018

ITS BEEN A WHILE??

In the midst of exam but instead of exam here i am visiting my dusty yet about-to-die blog. i missed writing, what should i write about?

my last writing was like...............almost 2 years ago HAHAHHAHA sorry :(((((?? its not like im busy or anything..im justt....not up for writing anymore, blogging seems.,,,,,,,,,,,,,idk? soo 2012 😂
so heres my update...for the past 2 years ive been travelling alot. Went to Denmark sometime after my last post hahaha. Paris also Istanbul!!!during summer '16. some other places tak ingat ive to open up my photo album maybe...then went to France and German during Easter Break '17. I went to Italy, Budapest, Bratislava, Vienna, Prague during winter 17.Went to some places in UK itself,up north through west and south, lets pray i will be rajin enough to write about em later hehe.

many things happened thats just so much to tell, i wish i have the gigihness to write about all of them.  like ive finally got the best man a girl could asked for in 2015, met lots of incredible new people as well as celebrating and counting years  to old ones back at home...shedding tears to lots of disappointment, failure and.......regret.

these two years have been..a lot (i dont even have nicer word for it). but im so grateful for it. it has taught me a lot and seeing me myself grow up to be who am i today, i wouldnt want it any other way.

........while its 21 days past 2018, i dont wanna be that new year, new me kind of person hahahhaha coz it has never work. 😅😅 but i do have some resolutions i kept to myself. lets just pray ill succeed to any one of them or better, all of them.
goodluck, dear self 💖

and ofcourse goodluck for your exam too, next paper in two days............

20 March 2016

The joy of paintball

Helloo againn
So today i played paintball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was exhilirating and fun and most importantly so tiring that whole body aches resulted from playing that thing *making annoying grumpy face 

So we went there 10 of us, the whole team. the things was located at Eccles, far west from the city and we reached there by Uber since we have to get there early in the morning and there is no bus since it is Sunday. The site is very much in a rural area a bit in the woods so u kinda need a proper personal transportation to get there 

There were about 6 sessions altogether and you just have to pay about £6 (£1 the game + £5 for body armour and palletes) *zooooooooo cheap i know riteee yeah because its on 95% discount, just imagine its full price, even me not willing to pay that much of money hahahah
so we decided to take the opportunity before it lasted, it wass indeedd a great deal !

the whole thing started at around 11am and we are sorted into groups. Me and Rafie was in the white team together with raihan, z and acap!! while others were in the orange team. 

The first game was 'Zombies' Crypt' where one team acted as zombie and the other as humans. Zombies team has unlimited life where they can be resurrected after each time they got shot while humans only have one life. Both teams take turns to be both sides zombies and humans. The first combat we were assigned to be zombies and won the combat but lost to them when they become the zombies on the second combat. While me being a coward human who duduk behind trees the whole time, got shot by a pathetic zombie who sorok sorok shot me from the side *curses my body lebam because of you lol


The second game was called 'Sherrifs Castle' where one team has to attack against the team who control the fortress. The attacking team has to be quickly advancing towards the flag and be as fast as possible to pacak the bendera on top of the castle while the defending team ofcourse that they have to defend the castle  as well as move around and work with the team to avoid getting pinned down and, no matter what happens, always cover the flag! My team won the first round to defend the castle but closely won on the second round where my man almost pacak the bendera but then the time has ran out. :(( *but im proud of him nevertheless heehehe 


The third game before we went for a break was called the 'The Berlin Wall'. Sama macam the castle but then its a bridge instead. The mission is to unite the whole team to attack the wall and claim back the bridge by attacking it and catch the flag bringing it back to main tower. My team won both of the rounds. we managed to defend the bridge on the first round as well as attacking and catching the flag on the second round *hhorrrrrrrrraahh bangga kit sbb i ikut skali p ambik flag tau huhu im a herozz


We had our 30 minutes break for lunch after that. so laparr thank god for Dayah's nasi lemak, we survived the whole thing dgn jayanya dan perut bahagia hahaha.

We continue the game called 'London Apocalypse' where one team supposed to  be bodyguards for the Prime Minister *not Cameron okay everyone calm down, and to evacuate him to the safety. while the other team ofcourse, acts as assassins to kill the Prime Minister and further destabilise the country *this is so fun. Both teams was tied for both rounds. but it was fun especially when it came to the second round where my team has to be the one to assassinate the PM. hahah im not brave enough to go and assassinate the PM but i got BOMBEDD you know hahaha wth berdesing telinga konghajo sape yg bom tu hahahah *well atleast i mati dlm jihad :P


The next game was speedball where the only thing you have to do is just survive the whole game. Your objective is just to eliminate your opponents and at the end of the match, the team that has most people will get the score. We won one round and lose the other. *the most important thing is that i survived both of them yay me


The last and not least game was the most brutal.......................... i got hit like 10 times it felt like dying. The game is called 'Gold Rush'. obviously the attacking team has to steal some stash of money from the bank and bring it back to the mine for the people and the other team has to defend the bank from being attacked. I really dont know what happened but my team won both of the rounds and im not pretty sure why but the second round stopped so fast because the attacking team was kind of too savage........ i kena tembak bturut turut kot they have no compassion towards a soul like me :'(((((((( hahahaha so yeah, without i know the exact reason why, we won both rounds 10 10!

We won the whole thing yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy with the highest score :DDD

 My soldier :P

The whole squad hehehe

The whole thing ended 4pm after the closing ceremony. There was a bonus round but i didnt join because i was out of pallettes. Shortly after arrived home, i just got myself showered and rest for god sake my whole body aches now so bad i couldnt sleep. 
But now that i want to go sleep, ta ta now everyone :)

 oh ya, if u guys are interested to play paintball; check out Delta Force Paintball.
They have base camps thru out the UK wherever you are. *and also i curik some of the gambar to be posted here hehehe
Till then lovelies,
take care




15 March 2016

Planning Birthday Surprise for my parents :D

Hello people of earth :) 
Hope everyone is doing good and is healthy and well fed

Soooo today was so lovelyyy because i managed to pull out a birthday surprise for both of my parents and they were so happy and im so happy and they were so touched and im touched as well coz they were touched although im not literally touching them but i touched their heart so they were so touchedd *awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh i cant get over it im just so happy hahahah someone please slap me 

So initially i thought of planning a candle light dinner for just the two of them, but then i rememberred that it was a birthday surprise so it would be more fun if all of my younger are there to cheer them. My moms birthday is on 14th March while my dad's on 15th so thats why i can plan it easily
I managed to find a team that is capable of doing the whole surprise by decorating and arranging the whole stuff. The team can be found here is their facebook page if you guys would like to use the service any time soon:


I chose the package for 6 person *forgot what was the name of the package but it came together with some ballons, a table setup, a piece of 1kg cake, some deco stuffs and a some bouquet of flowers. All for about RM290. Include it with the dinner from the restaurant, it was all around RM500 which is okay i think * abit pricey but i dont mind, please do not mind the price when ure to make ur parents happy okay dearies..they are far more worth it and they deserve more moreee than that,


  The table setup hi hi hi





 I cried when i wrote that.. i miss them so much :'(

So the whole thing started with the goodwill of my younger brother, Afiq who helped to reserved the restaurant as well as driving the whole family there, while im here just being the mastermind and providing money hahaha. He drove the whole family to the restaurant and my parents were startled to see the setup and they crieddddddddddddddddddddd *i also cried when Afiq told me they cried hahaha 

After a while we started to video call and it was such a lovely feeling ya know - i feel so much at home in their arms :')



I couldnt describe the feeling of able to draw a smile on their faces - it overwhelms me in every way possible - so heavenly 


To mama abah, 
 I grew up cocooned in your love, comforted by your hugs and motivated by your lives and I wouldn’t have it any other way. When the world closed its doors on me, you both opened your arms for me. When people shut their ears for me, you both opened your hearts for me. Mama abah thank you for always being there for me. I cant describe how happy i am to draw a smile on your faces tonight. I love you so much. Cant wait to see you soon.


04 March 2016

White Spring

Just imagine.........in the middle of Spring when March is approaching..
You wake up in the morning to this,

It was so unexpected to have snow in the mid of spring!! hahaha it was scary to know the Earth is going crazy and dying, but wonderful at the same time.. *i feel so sinful oh god forgive me.

Im not in the mood to type much but here are some decent pictures enough to describe the whole thing..

In front of the uni he he he like winter sonata gitchew


Z and Raihan having the hype of snow hehe.



we made ourselves a huge snow mannn. our second snowman after the mini one during the first snow last january

It was a lovely day :')

Till then luvliess
Take care


23 December 2015

A Scottish Winter Time!!!!!!!

Hello hello lovelies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hoo's it gaun?. A'm daein fine, whit aboot yersel, surviving cold harsh winter while harvesting my lemak lemak so that i wont be as cold. ha ha ha
well i just got back from jeng jeng jenggggggggggggggggg
THE LAND OF BAGPIPES AND KILT AND LOCH AND CASTLE

The land wazzzzzzzzzzzzz magicall, *i wish to go back to Edinburgh now :'(
There were 6 of us altogether, well I forgot how we got the idea to go to Scotland but we were there initially to go skiing! Then the funny thing was..........the snow melted (due to a sudden heatwave) and yeah sadly we didnt managed to go one and got fully refunded *pheww. We were all felt very much dissapointed sebab the news got us about a day before we departed for scotland so theres nothing we can do (like change plans ke ape or go anywhere else) so we just went there and see if theres anytg else to offer.

And...........it turned out well, not that bad as we expected it to be. My journey starts the both of me and Rafie from Manchester, Jasmine and her sister from Newcastle and Amal from York. and we met each other at Aviemore, the place where we initially planned to meet up for the ski activity. 

I arrived there by bus around 11am ish? and have to ridiculously jalan kaki about 5 km to our accomodation wtf. *Yg bengong gila is when we found out that there is actually a shortcut tak sampai 1km pun hahahah dah la barang banyak time tu adoi XD

The small cottage is so lovely! It fits everyone so perfectly. There is a huge kitchen, a living room. 2 bedrooms anda  spacious bathroom and a powder room. The nice thing is that it is only about £160.00 so it is only around £26 per person. a very great deal indeed





Lovely isnt it? well thank you for that it helped us to survive our disappointment of not getting to ski huhh. Kind of funny sebab i was expecting the whole area to be covered with snow and it poofed out all in a sudden when we were about to go there lol. *The snow might have holding grudges to any one us, we suspect it would be jasmine ha ha ha sbb dia hot sgt

Soo later when everyone has arrived, we went to go grocery shopping for dinner at the town nearer. And cooked dinner not so fancy just sup telur je and mushroom soup *wow went for a vegan diet heh because there is no halal meat shop there sigh. but it was good enough since we were more excited to have each others company. 


Amal, Jasmine and me!

And the next morningg, we decided to go for a visit at the Reindeer Centre!! we caught a bus *nasib baik sempat i literally lari like org gila to catch the bus and i was the last, the struggle of being the one who are the least fit and most gemuk >.> But then we arrived too early the centre tak bukak lagi ha haha  tula beria sgt. and have to wait for about 45 minutes lol



So yeah heres me pishang waiting for the centre to open hahaha 


Once the centre has opened, suddenly a flood of people datang i dont realised where they came from hahaha  *from what i know is that all the people that are supposed to ski  that day has also been refunded so thats why people decided to influx the reindeer centre. senasib la kita 

In order for us to go to the reindeer farm, we need to hike abit uphill. the landscape was so pretty and the wind ya Allah ganas betul hahaha da la pakai shawl licin, seksa betul kat atas tu. There were a herd of reindeers of all sort of colours and sizes. Ive never seen one bfore and very much aware if  were to given some group of reindeers, mooses, or deers.. i wont know how to differentiate them. ha ha ha so by visiting the centre, i learn alot for example like......did you know the only animals that have antlers for both male and female is reindeersss  



and and!!! did you know that reindeers, when they walk they can produce this clicking sound when they walk so that they can track each other during windy and cold weather where they cant see each other?? yeahh that are some the fun facts that i learned.

 now that i have a herd of reindeers with me, can i fly with u mr santa :P


what is this mamat tryna do ha ha ha


bye bye reindeers!!!

And so shortly after we got out from the centre, we decided to hike back to our cottage which...is a bad bad idea hahahaha. 5miles u see??? acah mcm tak jauh je sekali tak smpai setengah jalan terus naik bas hahahahah adoi

Oh and theres Mukriz who shortly joined us. he was supposed to arrived earlier the night but he missed his train so yeah.. 


we stumbled upon a loch called Loch Morlich on the way back home, and it was nice to be able to see such scenery, with a snowy topped mountain in the background, SubhanAllahh 


After dinner, we went for some card games, i think this might be the highlight of our trip! hahaha, we went for UNO card game, and Cards Agaist Humanity *god knows how much disturbing the card game was lol................

So the next morning we checked out, and caught a train to Edinburgh. Amal and Mukriz couldnt join us because i dont know Amal decided to start her revision early and so this was the last picture we had together. 


We arrived in Edinburgh at late evening, and after we have checked in our hostel *the hostel is good and affordable, check out Budget Backpackers if you guys are interested, we realised that it is still abit early so we decided to have a stroll up the Arthur's Seat. 




The view was amazing up there!! Dah la nak dekat sun dawn kan so we managed to catch the sunset and it was beautifulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Inspite having so windy weather, we were so stubborn nak naik atas. da la windy nak mampus, dah gelap pulak tu, degil jugak nak naik hahahaha. THE WIND UP THERE IS NO JOKING, KIDS PLEASE DONT TRY THIS AT HOME HAHAHA.



Dia punya windy tu sampai nak ambik gambar pun takleh. hahah this picture is the best i think hahaha. Thank you three of you, despite me being skinny and could easily be blown away by the monsterous wind, thank you for sticking with me and making sure that my foot is still on the ground  

Shortly after we set our food on the /actual/ ground, we went to have our dinner at a halal restaurant *i forgot what the name was but it was good to fill our empty stomach. After being filled, we went to the city and go to the Winter Wonderland which is to my knowledge, it is an annual event every winter in Edinburgh

Me and Miminn


Me and budak busuk

The next day was even better!!

What i love most about Edinburgh is that the feeling that you get as if you are inside a fairy tale. the city is so magical and feel so homely, you will never get boring of it.  


We went to Calton Hill beyond the east side of the city. The entrance is free unless if you wanna go inside the  Nelson tower then you have to pay a certain amount. 
National Monument on the right and Nelson's Monument of the left in one picture *thank you to Gopro 


Just me and my chubby cheek infront of the monument. 


Three of us, thank you kak Sheila for capturing this. The funny thing about the monument is that it is far from finish. There are however subsequent attempts to 'complete' it and there are many proposal to finish it but it have never borne fruit for reasons of either cost or lack of local enthusiasm, so it was left just like that.........and ironically, it is now one of the main attraction in Edinburgh....and i really dont see why lack of local enthusiasm is one of the reason. hmm


Nelson's Monument and the city *and if you can see a bit of Arthur's Seat there.

After that we stroll down the city and head to Edinburgh Castle. The weather was not that good but shortly after we arrived there the rain stopped and rainbow started to appear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was crazy prettttaih


Taraa *shedding tears 

The entrance ticket is about £16 per person for the whole day and it is worth it i tell you because there were a lot of halls and rooms that you can enter, since the castle is sooo insanely big and there were so many sections from their royalties, to guards and maidens and prisoners :D





  
The whole rainbow i managed to capture above the city.



This mamat is so proud to found his name tattooed on the wall claiming its his castle.............lol *rolling eyes . finela if its yours than im the queen so yeah bow to me people :P


That is all for the day.. we caught the sunset haiz why so luvly.

On our last day..........


We went cycling around the whole city!! It is one of my travelling goals- is that to have a cycle around their city. it is the most practical way to wander and discover the city u know. since naik bas is not that fun and jalan kaki you would be penat and not fun also, cycling is a different thing..

We managed to catch on video- we did it in time lapse mode but i dont know why the video is so highly resolutioned it cant be uploaded. If i managed to do something about it, i will upload it later okay..

We went to Edinburgh Camera Obscura located just infront of the castle,The place was found by an instrument maker called Thomas Short. he built a thing called ‘Great Telescope’ that nowadays it is called Camera Obscura. We were being placed in a dark room and there was a big round table at the centre. When the demonstrator open something on the ceiling the table suddenly being projected by the image of the whole city *it is so weird i know but there is something to do with physics i dont wanna know cause i hate it, i just want the fun of it :P


yeah like that.. it was amazing and somewhat disturbing..........because to know that there is actually someone eyeing on you and spying on you..........and can look thru ur window from afar oh god

After the demonstration, we went for other exhibitions. the whole thing is six floored so there were tonnes of other exhibitions like illusions, puzzles, mazes, stuffs, its a must visit place if u like that kind of stuffs. *who doesnt ey?


Our last night, we spend it by joining a ghost tour! hahaha tak de kerja. 
It was unplanned because we suddenly saw the booth there and decided to join it since we have not much to do..  The story-teller brought us for a walk around the city and tell us haunted and disturbing stories along the way and the places where it happened. 

I forgot some of the stories however hahaha because im so nyanyuk and nenek so what. but what i can remember is that it is so eerie that i kind odf tutup mata and wudnt want to focus becuase im so scared it wud haunt me at night hahaha adoi. 


Here's the guy. I seriously thought he was somekind of vampire or something with his robe like that and his chalky white face...........hardly human

And the last stop were we were brought inside an old vault underground. it is told that there a series of chambers along the nineteen arches of South Bridge, but is now almost entirely enclosed by buildings on both sides. Below deck level are many buildings and vaults. 


These vault is built in the late 1780s , i dont actually remember why it was built but im pretty sure that it is due to possible spaces that can be used for some purposes. the bridge itself initially was being 'cursed' by a woman who have somthing to do with the bridge owner. she passed away several days before the grand opening of the bridge. 

As time passed by, the spaces under the bridges sold like goreng pisang panas and to maximise things further, spaces like vaults where there are no proper air ventilation were also being sold at premium prices and the whole thing started to be illegal. without legal trade and licensed businesses, the dark, damp wet vaults started to become home to only the very poorest and most disreputable sections of society haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz 

And so with lack of light, air, heat, ventilation and sanitation and a slow, steady seepage of water through the cracks in the bridge made these areas not only impractical, but uninhabitable and within 30 years of the bridge opening, the abandonment of the Vaults was more or less complete,that is where haunted and unexplainable things come to story.....................

Haish.. i dah la tenga tengah malam ni, naik bulu roma menaip. hahahah. I dont remeber capturing photos of any of those vaults hahaha coz im afraid i might capture any paranormal stuffs by the background hahahha silly me.
but i slept nyenyak that night and nothing followed me ke ape thank god. 

And the next day, we had our last stroll and catch a bus back to manchester, happily but sadly..
It was a nice trip and a memorable one for sure! and im counting days to be able to visit Edinburgh once again. Im in love with the city <3 p="">

Till then lovelies, got to have some sleep now,
take care!